I think I have not blogged in so long because living alone is mildly depressing to me. Steve's new job in Austin started just a few days after my last post, almost a month ago. We have seen each other at least every weekend since then, but adjusting has been harder than I ever thought it would be.
The depression is something of a shock, since being alone has never been hard for me. In fact, it used to be inspiring, liberating and all sorts of nice things, even since I was married. But living alone, I respond by being totally uninspired. Maybe it's because of my crutches, which make doing things sort of hard, but that just doesn't sound like it would matter to me if I had the inspiration and energy to make something happen. Anything. Piano, sorting out closets, studying German, shopping for wedding shoes, reading, anything.
I think I just need to adjust and then I'll be fine.
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Make yourself a pizza and while it is cooling, take a bath. Before going to sleep, set a cookie next to the bed and when you get up in the morning, roll over and EAT IT! Do some naked yoga. Enjoy!
Awww. Come see me! We'll go to the park and I'll push you around in a wheelchair. :)
I am sorry you are depressed:(. That is not fun. I think the naked yoga idea is great..haha
if i lived near you, we could do yoga together...without the naked part. also, i like aubrey's idea of stacking cookies next to your bed and rolling over to eat them - diabetes here i come.
bethanie, i love your blog, i check it about once a week (when i check stace's) and when i see you haven't updated (which is alot), then i get lost in all of your design websites...then i turn off the computer and reconcile myself to the fact that i live on a budget. and then i
haha! Thanks, everybody! I am feeling a lot better these days. THe cookie idea is so great--Aubrey, remember when we did that with chocolates once? :)
I will post again soon. And thanks, Susan! I had no idea you follow my blog--I'm flattered! :)
Hey Bethanie!
Awesome blog :)
School just got out I will have to see you soon..Rockport or Austin!
Love
Kath
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